hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face, you told me how proud you were but I walked away. if only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong? would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

it's dangerous, it's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
and I've hurt myself by hurting you

SHIT!

SHIIT !!! i hate you!! i still miss you ,aaargh i memories sweet moment when i'm with you and memories you sweet promise with me and it make me cries :'(  more than 5month i'm with you it's not a short time ya and now i must let it go! yes i must let it go!!! i must MOVE ON! i'm not stuck with him okay!! you are the worst and the best thing that's i ever had :) ,don't stuck! someday i can get a better boy than him! :)

thaks god ☺☺☺

thanks god when him left me go you gimme them , you gimme friends like them , the are so meaningful to me , i'm so stupid i was blind with his love, ha ha ha anything i do for him cause he gimme a lot of sweet promise , but what?? i know he just speak , it just bullshit. but i want happy ending with him god , please no one hates each other ! WE'RE FRIENDS ! ☺☺☺

someday

Someday, you'll gonna realize, one day, you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there i'll be happy somewhere, even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth, You think you're the last guy on earth!
Well, I've got news for you, I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

Cause someday, someone's gonna love me The way I wanted you to need me

Someday, someone's gonna take your place

One day, I'll forget about you, you'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday...  someday

Right now, I know you can't tell. I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears they will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

these are some good song , love ya ♥

♬ bruno mars                  -      grenade

♬ bruno mars     -  just the way you are

♬ florida        -  low

♬ kesha          -  take it off

♬ lightbulb thieves  -   work it out

♬ taio cruz          -   dynamite

♬ trey songz         -   bottoms up

karma does exist !!!

hello friends i just want to tell you, karma does exist please be careful with someone feel and be careful with you've done with someone, if you make one heart broken in a way that hurts and you don't care about his/her feel maybe someday you can get it back with you or we can say it "karma" , so don't be proud of all you got and don't be proud to have made one's heart sick ! ,think first before doing something !

friends?

what is a thing that called 'friends' ??? ,do they hide when we have some problems? i think that isn't. i just want to share about my feeling now. i'm so sad now, my friends are change in grade8 . one of them now like an enemy with me . i don't know what must i do for change that likes formerly ??! , please tell me how the step to change it !! i miss my old friend so much :( , but they don't know it, now i just able to be a more patient person :')

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Tormented onad

Can you see the times grows older
She blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say to you

For the last time
You waste my tears now
No more torment
But don't just say you've gone away

You tell a fuckin' tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can't stand it anymore)

Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(You're just playing and fooling around with me)

When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days

for bramantya rivandi ♥

you don't know how often i trying to be the best for you, i always try try try it and never give up , but i know i didn't make you glad with me. when i'm being pensive, i always thinking how can I make you comfortable with me, and make you always love me? I confuse, how is the step? how? how? how? please tell me!! ~  i'm sad when you angry with me, I'm so scared if you leave me alone ,that's  because i miss you so much ♥

hello  this bear is gift birthday from my beloved bestfriend :))

love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

17.06.10 ♥

Bramantya rivandi 17.06.10 ♥ , i'm so glad to be yours :** i hope this relationship until we are old later :))

new blog ♥

hello :) this is my new blog , my old blog was neglected :') ♥